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psyche29 ([personal profile] psyche29) wrote2007-05-02 06:22 pm

Working...

Meh.

I am so tired, it's ridiculous. Today was my tenth straight day at work, and it's really beginning to wear on me...

But on the bright side, we've only got about three million dollars left to post...unfortunately, that three million is spread out among 4000 more pages of remits...

And I'm feeling...down. Melancholy. Not even...I'm not sad or upset or angry. But I'm tired and bored. And vaguely unhappy. This is unusual for me.

Mikey's got bowling again tonight, so we'll see how that goes.

Sarah, it's been a while - I lost the link to your page and story ages ago and came hunting for you here. Glad I found you! I thought about you today when I heard the song I'm currently listening to (listed below, of course) on my iPod. I made a H/Hr avatar ages ago for you, but never told you. It's crap, but if you want to see it some time, let me know. And yeah, I'm still R/H - but yours is still one of the only H/Hr fics I like. ;)

ETA: Mikey bowled again, and did even worse this week. But at least he didn't smash anything or trip over the ledge. His first game was a 28, his second was an 18. He gets frustrated when they keep going in the gutter.

He's not got much power behind his swing, and he's got this wicked slice. So he'll throw it, and if it doesn't go right into the gutter, it goes perfectly straight and looks like he'll get something, but then veers off to the left at the last second and gutters out.

Poor kid. Although he DID get two strikes today. Okay, one was a spare (all ten pins on his second throw), but still...definitely a thrill for him.

[identity profile] herminia.livejournal.com 2007-05-02 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
is there anything to be done about the unhappiness? Is it that lethargic unhappiness that comes from who-knows-where and it makes you more unhappy trying to think of its source? 'Cause if so, I'm in the same boat with you there.

Here's the link, if you like. The guestbook is still alive and kicking, more alive and kicking some days than others :-)

http://my.execpc.com/12/E2/mitt124/mitt124/mysite5/index.htm

And I'd love to see your avatar, if you've still got it :-)

[identity profile] psyche29.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, it's exactly that. I know that working so many days without a rest is compounding it, but honestly...

And thanks; I'm putting the link back in my favorites. Redoing a computer can mess stuff like that up.

Here's a link to the avatar from our web page: http://www.bilykfamily.com/pics/fall%20apart02.png

Keep in mind it's kind of crummy - I'm still not amazing at making them. Hope you like it - the song just fit so perfectly with this picture, I couldn't resist.

[identity profile] mugglesrock18.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, I know that lethargic and restless feeling. It makes you want to count down the number of days left when you can have a proper break from everything.

I hope you feel better soon. :]

[identity profile] psyche29.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Aww. Thanks, Muggles. And you're right, it is like that sometimes.

[identity profile] kazzy24.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm...I bowl like that too! Lol!

I really know how you're feeling at the moment and it's such an effort to find a way out of it. I really think what you need more than anything is a few days off, so you can rest and recharge and be with your family. Things will start to get better, they really will. *hugs*

[identity profile] psyche29.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
You and I should go bowling...I'll have someone to suck with! LOL!

And I do need some time away - I'm seriously considering not going in this weekend at all. There's a ton of stuff to do, but what's the point in going and not doing any of it because I'm so frustrated, you know?

*HUG*

[identity profile] kazzy24.livejournal.com 2007-05-03 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL!

I definitely think you should take the weekend off. Things will get done a lot faster once you're refreshed again! :D

*hugs*