Time for the port.
Mar. 26th, 2019 11:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
psyche29Leaving in about an hour to head to the hospital. Today is the day I get the port placed. From everything we've been told, it'll be inserted under the skin just on the right of my chest, a few inches above the breast.
Local anesthetic, sedation. Which, of course, means an IV, so I'm in for a fun afternoon. Hopefully I sleep through most of it.
Once placed, it'll have a few days to heal up properly, and then Friday is the big day. I will likely feel fine on Friday - they pump you full of steroids and anti-nausea meds. It's the following two to four days I'm not sure about, as we just don't know what symptoms I'll have. The most common tend to be nausea/vomiting, body aches similar to flu aches, and fatigue. And hair loss, but that will take a couple weeks, I'm told.
I tell you, I am not looking forward to having to walk around here with Kleenex stuffed up my nose; you lose ALL your hair, even the little ones up inside your nose. I am stuffed up due to spring allergies, and just-. Urgh. Am also not liking the idea of possibly vomiting. I loathe doing it, and haven't in years. Felt like it, but always manage to stop it. I still have a few internal stitches working on dissolving, and am afraid of messing something up.
Already saved a couple of cute head coverings on Amazon. I made a wish list for cancer stuff and titled it, "What a Bitch." *snorts out a laugh* They also gave me this great three-ring binder full of all kinds of handy information, and it included a booklet from the American Cancer Society with hats, wigs, scarves, etc. I was actually pleasantly surprised at the prices, there are plenty of cute things in the $10-30 range. Even a few wigs under $60, though I don't know if I'll bother with those. Apparently some insurances will cover that kind of thing, though I haven't bothered to see if mine is one of them.
Hoping for good sedation, I was allowed breakfast before 8:30 this morning, but nothing since, so I'm starting to feel hangry. Am also battling a headache, but that's just because I haven't had caffeine yet today...which I also can't have until dinner. And to top it all off, as I mentioned previously, frigging spring allergies. I never used to have them, but last year and this year? WTF.
Positive: I am not bleeding, and never will again. *thumbs up*
Local anesthetic, sedation. Which, of course, means an IV, so I'm in for a fun afternoon. Hopefully I sleep through most of it.
Once placed, it'll have a few days to heal up properly, and then Friday is the big day. I will likely feel fine on Friday - they pump you full of steroids and anti-nausea meds. It's the following two to four days I'm not sure about, as we just don't know what symptoms I'll have. The most common tend to be nausea/vomiting, body aches similar to flu aches, and fatigue. And hair loss, but that will take a couple weeks, I'm told.
I tell you, I am not looking forward to having to walk around here with Kleenex stuffed up my nose; you lose ALL your hair, even the little ones up inside your nose. I am stuffed up due to spring allergies, and just-. Urgh. Am also not liking the idea of possibly vomiting. I loathe doing it, and haven't in years. Felt like it, but always manage to stop it. I still have a few internal stitches working on dissolving, and am afraid of messing something up.
Already saved a couple of cute head coverings on Amazon. I made a wish list for cancer stuff and titled it, "What a Bitch." *snorts out a laugh* They also gave me this great three-ring binder full of all kinds of handy information, and it included a booklet from the American Cancer Society with hats, wigs, scarves, etc. I was actually pleasantly surprised at the prices, there are plenty of cute things in the $10-30 range. Even a few wigs under $60, though I don't know if I'll bother with those. Apparently some insurances will cover that kind of thing, though I haven't bothered to see if mine is one of them.
Hoping for good sedation, I was allowed breakfast before 8:30 this morning, but nothing since, so I'm starting to feel hangry. Am also battling a headache, but that's just because I haven't had caffeine yet today...which I also can't have until dinner. And to top it all off, as I mentioned previously, frigging spring allergies. I never used to have them, but last year and this year? WTF.
Positive: I am not bleeding, and never will again. *thumbs up*
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Date: 2019-03-26 06:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-03-27 01:28 pm (UTC)And acupuncture. Oh, gods. I cannot even imagine the meltdown I would have. Extreme needle phobia does not make me think I could deal with acupuncture at ALL. *shudders* It's a good thing, though, for those who can handle it!
I've got two sisters urging me to ask about edibles to help with nausea. I'm like "well, I've never put anything like that in my body, not sure I want to start now." *snorts out a laugh*
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Date: 2019-04-13 01:29 pm (UTC)The edibles might actually be a good idea - you've probably made a decision about that, but using edibles can't be any worse than the stuff the chemo is putting into your body, right?
I have continued the good thoughts for you! <3 I hope everything is going as well as it can, and that you are doing as well as possible. <3
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Date: 2019-04-14 07:02 pm (UTC)Am pretty well decided on not bothering with edibles or anything, however we are looking into CBD oil. It's legal everywhere and supposed to be really helpful just like edibles and whatnot (just without the high, which is what I'm a billion percent disinterested in).
Thank you so much for your continued thoughts, they are appreciated!
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Date: 2019-03-26 07:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-03-27 01:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-03-27 09:27 pm (UTC)same. in june 2017 i moved to a new place, so that's probally it.
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Date: 2019-04-02 11:02 pm (UTC)