Feb. 12th, 2010
Mary's birthday was January 28, and she never bothered to acknowledge the birthday wishes I sent, either via email or FB. Although on FB, it wasn't just me who got ignored, she simply didn't page back. I finally deleted her from my Yahoo chat the other day. I'm deleting her from my MSN chat tonight when I get home, and I am gearing myself up to delete her from my FB - she so obviously doesn't wish to acknowledge me.
I don't know why I'm so offended by her desertion - I should be bloody used to it, it happens with nearly everybody in my life at some point.
It's harder to let her go, I guess, because I don't believe she intended for it to be like this. I think that thinking about it makes her sad and ashamed and depressed that she dropped me like that, and just makes it that much harder for her to actually talk to me. But when it comes right down to it, she did it, and I can only take so much. You know?
If I was important to her, she should have fought harder. She should have loved me.
I don't know why I'm so offended by her desertion - I should be bloody used to it, it happens with nearly everybody in my life at some point.
It's harder to let her go, I guess, because I don't believe she intended for it to be like this. I think that thinking about it makes her sad and ashamed and depressed that she dropped me like that, and just makes it that much harder for her to actually talk to me. But when it comes right down to it, she did it, and I can only take so much. You know?
If I was important to her, she should have fought harder. She should have loved me.
Opening Ceremony
Feb. 12th, 2010 09:43 pmBob Costas, STFU. I am so not kidding. I missed half the things being said because of his mindless drivel.
I didn't really like the "official song." Nothing about it really made me perk up.
Apparently, I am cranky as hell tonight.
But this performance by the First Nation tribes is OUTSTANDING.
SARAH MCLACHLAN. Officially one of the best opening ceremonies ever.
I didn't really like the "official song." Nothing about it really made me perk up.
Apparently, I am cranky as hell tonight.
But this performance by the First Nation tribes is OUTSTANDING.
SARAH MCLACHLAN. Officially one of the best opening ceremonies ever.