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My heart. It is shriveling. It will be three sizes too small soon; this woman is killing my soul. I want so, so badly to walk out. I can't, because I have nothing else to which I may go, and a family to support.
Monday, please hurry, and please bring the customer service job posting with you. Customer service supervisor, I love you - please pick me. And quickly. My brain and heart might give up otherwise. They almost don't give a shit. Seriously. Hurry.
Wow, only 7 days to go till this is done:
Day 23 –
Something That Makes You Feel Better
Not being at work. Curling up in bed early with a few well-read, well-thumbed, dog-eared books, a handheld game system and some games within reach, my laptop and power cord nearby, and notebooks and pens handy. Snuggling into my loveseat with a blanket, some spiced chai, a bottle of Coke and some good movies. A bowl of buttery mashed potatoes is good with the movie thing, too. Turning on some music and dancing like no one's watching - which, of course, means "like an idiot," but hey, it makes me happy.
The 30-Day Meme List
Day 01 - Introduce Yourself
Day 02 – Your First Love
Day 03 – Your Parents
Day 04 – What You Ate Today
Day 05 – Your Definition Of Love
Day 06 – Your Day
Day 07 – Your Best Friend
Day 08 – A Moment
Day 09 – Your Beliefs
Day 10 – What You Wore Today
Day 11 – Your Siblings
Day 12 – What’s In Your Bag
Day 13 – This Week
Day 14 – What You Wore Today
Day 15 – Your Dreams
Day 16 – Your First Kiss
Day 17 – Your Favorite Memory
Day 18 – Your Favorite Birthday
Day 19 – Something You Regret
Day 20 – This Month
Day 21 – Another Moment
Day 22 – Something That Upsets You
Day 23 – Something That Makes You Feel Better
Day 24 – Something That Makes You Cry
Day 25 – A First
Day 26 – Your Fears
Day 27 – Your Favorite Place
Day 28 – Something That You Miss
Day 29 – Your Aspirations
Day 30 – One Last Moment
And I forgot my cotton swabs today. Boo, my ears hurt.
Monday, please hurry, and please bring the customer service job posting with you. Customer service supervisor, I love you - please pick me. And quickly. My brain and heart might give up otherwise. They almost don't give a shit. Seriously. Hurry.
Wow, only 7 days to go till this is done:
Day 23 –
Something That Makes You Feel Better
Not being at work. Curling up in bed early with a few well-read, well-thumbed, dog-eared books, a handheld game system and some games within reach, my laptop and power cord nearby, and notebooks and pens handy. Snuggling into my loveseat with a blanket, some spiced chai, a bottle of Coke and some good movies. A bowl of buttery mashed potatoes is good with the movie thing, too. Turning on some music and dancing like no one's watching - which, of course, means "like an idiot," but hey, it makes me happy.
The 30-Day Meme List
Day 24 – Something That Makes You Cry
Day 25 – A First
Day 26 – Your Fears
Day 27 – Your Favorite Place
Day 28 – Something That You Miss
Day 29 – Your Aspirations
Day 30 – One Last Moment
And I forgot my cotton swabs today. Boo, my ears hurt.
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